That dark space where you feel Imprisoned- I know that space. That heaviness so great that it feels too great to carry, I’ve carried that too.
Those days, weeks, months, perhaps years, seeking for joy, I’ve come up empty handed as well. I’m writing this so you’ll know you’re not alone in your thoughts and feelings…others have been there before you. And others have found a way out - a path which exists for you too. Not everyone’s path is the same, but I do believe there is one specifically for all of us, for you too.
And if you cannot find it alone, let someone else be your compass : seek help. Because there is light waiting for you, there is joy to be had and there is someone to help carry that load.
Start by acknowledging and allowing your vulnerability, you will learn it is not a weakness but a strength. So nurture your strength, explore your vulnerability and allow yourself to grow. Remember you are never alone. Sending much love your way.